I'm currently reading Peter S.Beagle's The Last Unicorn, a book which I feel like I missed out on 10 years ago so good.
It is aiding to my mythological movie idea that I started researching half a year ago , which involves a unicorn , giant, and mermaid of modern times.
Here is the weird way in which my brain works, on the way to Paris I met Jean Francois we talked about dying in the sea, he told me to make a video that he would exhibit at one of his shows, entitled I Must Die in the Ocean.
Whilst in Paris in a cafe that Satre frequented (who I had read in the summer) I wrote the screenplay for the video , which will be the mermaid death scene to the mythological movie, I hadn't written anything on the movie since my initial research.
At the time I was reading Paulo Coleho short stories and watched the movie Frida directed by Julie Taymor. I kept falling asleep with the Coleho book in my arms and having very inspiring dreams, in his book he mentions many situations that revelations come in dreams. I instantly imagined another book of Coleho's "Eleven Minutes" as a feature film directed by Taymor. (I even wrote him a message to say so)
Last night I dreamt of Coco Chanel, and while looking on http://stilinberlin.blogspot.com/ there was a link to the Chanel web site, which I browsed and discovered Coco's love of the cameilla flower, which in mythology represents purity and radiance....and it is only those with a pure heart who can tame a unicorn.
I also looked on a bio site of Julie Taymor and read this:"Rather than following a conventional theater arts curriculum however, she earned a degree in folklore and mythology"
Needless to say , all of these factors lead me to be totally inspired to continue writing the screenplay! My favorite part of movies is the symbolism in the end product and in the research and discovery process.... now I just have to find a way to meet Julie Taymor!
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Sunday, October 28, 2007
moley moley mole
moleskin exhibition videos, i could watch these for days
watched roman holiday, now i want to cut off all my hair and go to italy...i always find films that don't have cliche happy-ever-after endings very refreshing!
watched roman holiday, now i want to cut off all my hair and go to italy...i always find films that don't have cliche happy-ever-after endings very refreshing!
forget the words just keep playing
Friday, October 26, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE and KARIN!!
We've been properly celebrating Karin's birthday all day, rolled out of bed and bused to Karin and Elin's to help the Icelandic beauties make a super special birthday breakfast of chocolate cupcakes and pink and green waffles, we stuck candles on everything and woke the birthdaygirl!
Yumm birthdays taste so good, the music started at 10 and hasn't stopped, dance party all day with the help of Topas , an icelandic liquorice liquor. A knitting break and second viewing of Harold&Muade, back to eating and shots now it's 3 and we are stumbling around getting ready for thrift shopping! Yeah! We all feel like it's our birthday , and the real party isn't even until tomorrow....
Thursday, October 25, 2007
hungover from happiness...and homemade wine
Spent the day with the lovely Miss Öst yesterday going to my favorite thrift store to find sewing treasures, Joy!
Thank you Iceland for making great ladies... Karin and I met up with Elin and Lena for sushi, yogurt covered goodies, Bonnie&Cylde, Harold&Maude and homemade wine pour moi finally no schoolwork only hangovers.
Mymlan, the cupboard kitty, and I slept on the couch and dreamt of dancing.
Today my head is light but my belly is heavy
Wrote this to Stuart who sometimes thinks that people are from different planets
"in my home planet we were cradled in trees, pushed along by the wind like dandelion fluff to land and grow in red soil, called a weed and pulled out bleeding, but we are very durable and can flourish in many environments some think we are beautiful but many make us feel like we don't belong, the trees watch it all and still cradle us in times of need."
Thank you Iceland for making great ladies... Karin and I met up with Elin and Lena for sushi, yogurt covered goodies, Bonnie&Cylde, Harold&Maude and homemade wine pour moi finally no schoolwork only hangovers.
Mymlan, the cupboard kitty, and I slept on the couch and dreamt of dancing.
Today my head is light but my belly is heavy
Wrote this to Stuart who sometimes thinks that people are from different planets
"in my home planet we were cradled in trees, pushed along by the wind like dandelion fluff to land and grow in red soil, called a weed and pulled out bleeding, but we are very durable and can flourish in many environments some think we are beautiful but many make us feel like we don't belong, the trees watch it all and still cradle us in times of need."
Monday, October 22, 2007
social interaction is good for the soul

Since returning from Paris last tuesday I have been sitting in a computer lab at school typing my fingers to the bone writing useless business papers and studying for exams. I was feeling a bit squeamish and so in preparation for my exam today I decided to take two hours prior to thinking to do some relaxing. I went to my regular cafe where I had a nice talk with the owner, who gave me a chocolate croissant for free, so nice. Then I went to the vintage store where Karin works to see my bella amiga with her new sassy red hair and catch up on life, sewing ideas and internet links. It made me feel so nice and human after feeling like aword processor for a week. The eaxm is done, next one wednesday then momentary relaxation!
Sunday, October 21, 2007
please walk the dog
Dear mom and Dad,
Please take the dog for a walk at dunk river, the trees will be nice and he will have a nice time in the water... maybe you can video it, you know he is awfully good without a leash there if there are no other cars parked by the trail then i think it would be okay
love Natalie
big dog, big stick , big breath of fresh air
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Please take the dog for a walk at dunk river, the trees will be nice and he will have a nice time in the water... maybe you can video it, you know he is awfully good without a leash there if there are no other cars parked by the trail then i think it would be okay
love Natalie
big dog, big stick , big breath of fresh air
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Saturday, October 20, 2007
a canadian in paris ~part deux~

La nourriture a paris:
the small grocers/markets are so wonderful, each day we would go and buy items for supper , I cooked for the boys each night , but I am so used to cooking for one I felt like flavor was lacking nonetheless I served a strirfry with chantrelles, olive oil pasta dish with brischetta, curry and cous cous.. and a great green bean salad with tomotoes, carmalized onion and fig with balsalmic this was a cafe salad we witnessed but were too cheap to buy.
Fromage:
Dear french cheese , will you marry me?
nouveau jour nouveau cheese
I can't even remember the names! But I will never forget the flavors. We would eat these daily delights with the best baguettes that were so light it was like eating crunchy air , add a little 4 fruit jam... divine.
Mr.Pink wowed me with his culinary skills one night, for desert he cut fresh pears in half, drizzled them with honey and baked them adding brie at the end ! sooo good!
On my last night we had smoked salmon , baguettes and two cheeses with our green bean salad
Delicatessen
In order to fully experience Paris I forced myself to try different treats. These included pain au chocolate, a nutella crepe and a cheese crepe, and on night I stayed in when the boys went out to watch a rugby game I was alone though I had a tasty custard treat that was like creme brule but in a layered square way!
All this great food was accompanied with good times and cheap red wine
Vive France!
Noah had me bicycling everyday , on the velib rental bike system that exists in Paris, that was a good excuse to not feel guilty about treating myself so much
Since returning I have taken a break from Cheese and bread (spelt bread is an acception) I don't know how those french ladies stay so trim!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
A Canadian in Paris~ part une~ Jean Fracois

Oh I enjoyed my Parisian trip so so much, just what a girl like me needs to do when school gets busy , hop on a train-plane- metro and find yourself in another world of boulangerie delights and magnificent sights.
I perfected a "new wake up at 5 am without an alarm clock" technique last Thursday night: at 1 am drink three glasses of water , take two to bed, drink them, get up and pee every hour fill up the glasses and drink again...it worked!!
I was awake and well hydrated for my 6:10 train.
Armed with my petit suitcase whom I now call Pierre, a day dress, a night dress and a Paulo Coleho book of short stories I began my journey...hopped a couple of trains , faded in and out of consciousness, and videotaped some of the journey the landscape is very Canadian.
I missed the bus to the airport so found two american students to split the cost of a cab. Skavasta airport is outside of Sweden small small, I initially sat with the americans but I had run out of conversation topics with them in the cab, so I looked around and found a new friend ,french artist Jean Francois Robardet.
It was a meant to be meeting I think, he was in Sweden curating an art exhibit which is opening next month, we talked about art and our love of Bergman's Seventh Seal, I told him about me being a mermaid and wanting to die at sea, he confessed he had just said the same thing to friends in Stockholm. He wants me to do a video called "I must die in the ocean" that he will put in one of his shows, ahhh he was so nice!
Our flight was delayed an hour so we ate together , I had a croissant and a glass of red wine I was in the french mood!
I had a priority boarding pass somehow, so I saved him a seat on the plane, we both dozed and I took video of the clouds, we took the bus into Paris together, I was so happy to see Paris and giggly he enjoyed my excitement, we went on a metro surprise trip to Champs d'Elysee where I walked up the metro stiars to see the arc de triumph so amazing , so many people.
We walked a bit down the luxury store streets and went into a famous perfume shop where he got the lady to spritz me with the the classiest perfume ....oh so romantic , thank goodness Jean Francois is gay or I would still be in Paris! He showed me how to get to Noah's on the Metro map, bought me a ticket and we parted ways , but I will see him again in November for his art opening.
Monday, October 08, 2007
think think think...

Okay I will post now before venturing into my paper writing this evening.
I procrastinated posting and now I am procrastinating paper writing.Oh dear
I had a very solitary week after Gothenburg, solitary is the name of my Swedish game, I really don't mind it but it is good for a girl to get out once in a while.
I read a lot and thought a lot, I can't help thinking a lot when I read so much really, I somehow can relate schoolbooks and leisure books to my life no matter the subject. And if they don't relate to me I really don't want to read them.
The Picture of Dorian Gray, had me thinking about men. Maya Angelou's Wouldn't Take Nothing For My Journey Now , had me thinking about women. And John Updike's Women and Museums has me thinking about men and women...
All my schoolbooks make me come up with a bunch of business plans , and future plans, and analysis on my creativeness and trustworthiness.
It's quite consuming really especially when I am not surrounded with my wonderful roomates at a table or breakfast nook or talking things through with my beloved intellectually astute friends and family. Heartbreak Hotel was such a good discussion arena, that dining room has heard so much!
I am still quite happy , I figured out that I am not lonely ...I'm just alone , and that made me feel a bit better ...I started to write a song about it
I'm not lonely
I'm just alone
There's a difference I think
When I'm alone I take care of myself
When I'm lonely I just drink
Last week I was more social, I had a great stuffed zucchini supper at Karin and Elin's that Elin made on Thurday and we all ended up ...stuffed.
Then Karin and I spent the weekend together cause it turns out she was feeling too solitary as well, we had a great time watching movies, talking and reading, as well as making tea and something to eat in 2 hour intervals!
I FINALLY got my cell phone working so now I can call my lovelies although I don't have any of there numbers here... I just have been able to reach my glorious family and Miss.Dawe. It's so strange to have them on the line, I felt like I was a ghost from another dimension who haunted loved ones with emails ...now I can haunt them with phone calls too.
I had a great revelation Saturday at 1:30, I was talking to Laura on the phone, picturing her walking through the Superstore on Quinpool, in front she ran into Ami and put her on the phone...it was really overwhelming to hear Ami's voice, I started to well up and couldn't say anything ...after I said my goodbyes to Laura, I was convinced that Halifax was the place for me to live after my studies.
I was really trying to fight it, telling people and myself before I left that I wouldn't be coming back and I hate being a hypocrite , but there are some very special people who care a lot about me there and that's where I really belong, surrounded by my loved ones, I don't know why I had myself convinced it was a bad thing. I know we will all move on and away at some point but right now , it's the only place I want to live....while traveling to and fro of course!
So there I said it, and it is a relief to know it and feel positive about it...
okay now paper time..
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